update on me
Okay so yesterday was the D&C. Woke up out of that in a panic almost because I was cramping so bad. I was given 2 different shots of diloted(sp?) And one of morphine before I could stop crying. After that I was fine though... Went home and started freaking out on the house (i know I know) changed the bed sheets, did some laundry, vacuumed, and cleaned the kitchen before I could make myself calm down enough to lay down. So I rested the rest of the day pretty much...felt pretty good. Stopped bleeding by the end of the day so I feel pretty lucky in that aspect.
Today has been a different story... I've been pooping my pain pills like nobody's business. I'm not bleeding and the pain isn't sharp or anything.... Just constant enough to make me miserable. I haven't done a darn thing all day Cept play games on my tablet.
Emotionally I've been dealing with this a lot better than the first miscarriage... I'm tired. But I'm not broken like last time...
The only thing that's bothered me is my sister whocalled at 2am last night crying about her long distance boyfriend and how she got mad at him for fake proposing to a coworker... Not one word about my surgery or me losing the baby... No questions if I'm ok or not... Just all about her and her boyfriend and how she begged him not to leave her bc she yelled at him.... are you kidding me? You woke ne up at 2am for this bullshit? I'm more upset about her not caring to ask how I am than I am about the actual D&C... If that makes sense.
Today has been a different story... I've been pooping my pain pills like nobody's business. I'm not bleeding and the pain isn't sharp or anything.... Just constant enough to make me miserable. I haven't done a darn thing all day Cept play games on my tablet.
Emotionally I've been dealing with this a lot better than the first miscarriage... I'm tired. But I'm not broken like last time...
The only thing that's bothered me is my sister whocalled at 2am last night crying about her long distance boyfriend and how she got mad at him for fake proposing to a coworker... Not one word about my surgery or me losing the baby... No questions if I'm ok or not... Just all about her and her boyfriend and how she begged him not to leave her bc she yelled at him.... are you kidding me? You woke ne up at 2am for this bullshit? I'm more upset about her not caring to ask how I am than I am about the actual D&C... If that makes sense.
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@wilsomom I didn't wanna jack your post so here's the update btw
That is horrible about your sister though & insensitive. I'm glad your body's feeling a little better. The cleaning was probably your way of unwinding from all the stress. I do that too sometimes.
Did you say anything to her about forgetting or just let it go?
@janet_2011 yes at least I have yall!!
@kindell thank you sweetie
@jules I know... I don't know why it still surprises me when she acts like that.
@I_believe yeah... Pretty much!!