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Babynewyear2012

Still missing you Baby AJ....Cheer for Alabama this weekend in Heaven baby girl. Mommy and Daddy love you to the moon!

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  • AngelMaxwellsMama
    This is the strangest coincidence...lol I just realized you're in our angel mommies group on fb that Catrina made. I'm Chanel Harding.

    I'm not a crimson tide fan though...lol. ;-)
    January 2012
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      Hello hun! I hardly ever go on this app anymore so I just got your message. Oh yes love we love Alabama football. Where do you live?
    • AngelMaxwellsMama
      AngelMaxwellsMama
      It's no problem. I hardly get on myself. haha! I live in Starkville, MS and I attend Mississippi State University, you know that school y'all lost that basketball game against Saturday. lol ;-)
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      HaHa I have to learn to watch basketball so I can keep up with that. How are you?
  • Mom2McKenna
    Thank you!
    October 2011
  • Ali_in_OK
    Will u add me to the fb group? My name is Alison Lacher, email is stardaizy18@yahoo.com :)
    October 2011
  • brodysmamma
    Hey I know we don't talk much on here but just wanted to see how you are doing. I hope things are looking up for you. :)
    October 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      Thanks for checking on me....I have good days and bad days but it will probably be a while before I am totally OK again. Going back to work tomorrow and that has me scared. I go to see my specialist in # weeks. Guess I should update everyone.
    • brodysmamma
      brodysmamma
      How was going back to work? I expect you will probably have good days and bad for awhile. Believe it or not though everyday you get a little bit stronger and everyday the pain gets a little easier to deal with. I wish you the best.
  • Beautiful_Altar
    My fb page is ArabellaXavier/facebook.com. I don't know why it wont let me request friends.
    September 2011
  • my3men
    Do you have Facebook? My number is 601-786-1795 anytime you want to talk.
    September 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      I do...it is Cheryl N Mark Richard or my email marxgrl@gmail.com. I am here anytime you want to talk!
  • mrsrocketfield1221
    How are u doing?! Haven't been able to get on the internet yet but I haven't forgotten about u! U hanging in there my friend?
    September 2011
  • Yeseniadiaz59
    First off I want to tell you im very sorry for what u have gone thru I know u hear this all the time but i mean it I lost my baby girl Melanie at 23wks almost 2yrs ago the daughter i had always wished for but god has a plan N I know at this moment u feel like ur broken heart will never heal I wanted to die but I had my 4yr old to live for I held him so close because he needed me as much as I needed him. Grieve in ur own way let it all out I would just cry. I know my beautiful baby girl sent me her little brother beacause at exactly 1yr after her loss we were pregnant and I know have a beautiful 3month old I truly believe she sent him to us. I will keep u in my prayers n Im here to talk,vent, or anything u need to do
    September 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      Thank you! It is all to true that it seems so much easier to just go with them or just lay down and give up on life but I also have a 12 year old boy that I have to be strong for. I miss my Addison so much! The biggest thing I am struggling with is the fact that my family has no true idea of how I feel. She was growing in me, I had so many dreams for my daughter. It is just all gone and I have to learn how to go on with daily activities without feeling like I am not suppose to be happy. I dont know how yet to go on without her totally. I guess it probably will never go away completely. Sorry if I rambled, my brain is just so full of thoughts and emotions.
    • Yeseniadiaz59
      Yeseniadiaz59
      I know exactly how u feel I did have alot of support but the reason why u feel that way is beacause no one was attached to her the way u were u felt her move,kick,she gave u cravings and so on we as mothers are completely in love with our babies the day we find out were expecting n it dosent make a difference wether theywere with us a few weeks,months,years we can picture how they would be. My way of coping was to always talk about her dont hold anything just take day by day talk to your husband about ur feelings sometimes that helps who better to understand you than the father of your baby my hubby n I had so much closure after our loss.
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      I agree witg talking to hubby.....Mark is good to me and always supportive. When I cry he holds me and all of our friends are the same. I just hate the fact she is gone! I will get pregnant again. Nobody will bring her back and it sucks! Thanks for your support! I need as much as I can get.
  • Mrs4c
    Praying for you today! :)
    September 2011
  • pwchance
    Roll tide! Big alabama fans here also!
    September 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      Heck yeah! We killed em today. Are you from Alabama?
  • mrsrocketfield1221
    Hey girl, how have u been? Been thinking of u & praying for u every single night. I hope that you & the Fam have been helping to support one another... :) I love the pic of u & ur happily ever after. Thinking of u!!
    September 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      He is being so good to me! He was suppose to go back to work yesterday but he told them he could not leave me yet. We go to the cemetary everyday and he waters her grass, only because I want it to be green. Football starts tomorrow for our Crimson Tide so it should be a good day! It is our favorite time of the year!
    • mrsrocketfield1221
      mrsrocketfield1221
      Great minds sure do think alike ;) I am happy to hear u have such snow amazing and caring man. What a sweetheart. That's beautiful you're able to go every day... I know going to see my family helped me when I lost someone I loved. I'd sit and talk or just take know the day. I hope football season keeps your mind a bit more busy ;) fall is my absolute fav and I loved date nights in watching football and eating wings with my hubby!!! :)
    • mrsrocketfield1221
      mrsrocketfield1221
      Ugh I hate phones! Lol sorry.... hope u still get what I'm trying to say lol
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      I got you loud and clear hun! Where do you live?
    • mrsrocketfield1221
      mrsrocketfield1221
      Moved to Idaho about a yr & a half ago.... boo! Lol
    • mrsrocketfield1221
      mrsrocketfield1221
      R u actually in Alabama?
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      I am. Born and raised.
    • mrsrocketfield1221
      mrsrocketfield1221
      i wanna hear u talk. lol i've always wanted to live down south just so i could have an accent, or marry someone who did ;) lol neither happened... but i tell my hubby i wish he was a cowboy! hahaha
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      Now Now why do we have to go that way. LoL! I bet you have an accent also. Just kidding ;) We do seem to say crazy stuff sometime. I have to retype my messages so they sound right. I can say this right though....mark has been awful for 2 days and now says he isnt sure he wants to try again. I say it isnt fair, he can not make that decision all alone. It is something WE need to decide. Do you agree?
    • mrsrocketfield1221
      mrsrocketfield1221
      i actually don't really. every once in a while, with some words, people call me out but for the most part they can't tell where i'm from out here. I love a good Boston accent though... but in being from Western MA we got nothin'! lol

      sad ur hubby is being that way. maybe he just doesn;t know how to deal with it all? and he hates watching you go through it? i'm not sure... but i know it's hard and i guarantee he will come around!! but i 100% agree that it's something you should both sit down and talk about and decide! hands down... i agree!! and i hope that things change. so as i add u in my prayers i will say a little extra and touch on this. lol ;)
    • mrsrocketfield1221
      mrsrocketfield1221
      and i have to say, it that happened, i'd feel very hurt so i hope he realizes that. i'm sorry you have to deal with this now on top of everything else. but i honestly am willing to bet he just needs time and is grieving in his own way...
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      He did say we will go to atlanta and see what the doctor said. He hates when I cry. This morning I had the most realistic dream since her birth. The whole thing replayed in my dream and I could not get out of it. He held me and calmed me down so I think he is just scared.
  • breewashington08
    I know u hav got to be sick of hearing how time will heal an she's ur angel. So I won't say what uve heard a million times, but I wanted to let u know I pray for u to find strength to get thru this. I knw we dnt knw each othr well, but I'm here if thers anything I can say or do to help ease just a fraction of ur pain.. please feel free to get ahold of me, to talk, cry, scream or vent. I'm happy to b ther for u. Bwash0809@gamail.com is my email. Take care an godbless
    September 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      That is so very sweet of you! I just wish I could get over the anger. This is not me...i am always the happy one. I have lost that person.
  • Babynewyear2012
    Still missing you Baby AJ....Cheer for Alabama this weekend in Heaven baby girl. Mommy and Daddy love you to the moon!
    September 2011
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  • nmartinez79
    I just want to let u know I'm thinking about u;) Try to hang in there sweetie and know your daughter is with u every day. I lost a child and the only thing I can say is it just takes time to heal. Just keep praying for peace and strength. After I lost mine, I was devastated. I started having dreams that were different than my regular dreams. It seemed so really and they were with me and my baby. I had them over a span of a few years and each one I had my son was the age he would've been had he lived. I had them until I gave birth to my first and don't have them anymore. They really helped me heal and almost have some closure. I hope the same can happen for u;)
    September 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      Thank you so much for your continued thoughts and prayers. I refuse to give up. We will try again and the next baby will have a guardian angel big sister!
    • nmartinez79
      nmartinez79
      That's right :) and she has her Grandma to hang out with all day too;)
  • mommy_dr
    If you need to talk feel free to message me I lost my daughter at 22 weeks its so hard.
    August 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      I have not figured out how to inbox people...i would love someone to talk to!
  • alyssa_mae
    I want to say I'm sorry, but I'm sure you're tired of hearing it... I know we don't know each other, but I'm here for you if you ever need... praying for you and your family <3
    August 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      Thanks hun....prayer is the only thing that will heal this huve hole in my heart.
  • preggo123
    My heart goes out too you I'm sooo sorry for your loss baby girl but just remember ur not alone she is still there with youu, she's now your guardian angel....may god bless you and your family.
    August 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      I know she is watching over me and probably hates to see me cry but it is so hard to stop the tears!
  • Pinkigirl
    I know your little girl will be put to rest tomorrow. I pray for you and your family. There is a book to explain to kids about the loss of a baby sibling. I thought you said you have another child. I am looking for the title, it helped with joe when michael passed. It was beautiful and helped me too. God bless & watch you.
    August 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      Please let me know when you find the title. My son is very angry.
    • Pinkigirl
      Pinkigirl
      I wrote it on another post. It's remembering our baby by patti keouhg, is kind of like a work book &a picture book called we were fonna have a baby but wehad an angel instead by pat schwiebert. My son treats it as a treasure. It helped me deal too.
    • Pinkigirl
      Pinkigirl
      You can get them both on amazon. Michael died at 21 almost 22 weeks from a bad heart. Having a place to go for him also helped us. I hope you find Gods peace and remember your angel with a smile,i know I do
    • Pinkigirl
      Pinkigirl
      There is a web site counselingstlouis.net. I know ur inGA but they have a lot of books. My son was only 3, so the books mite not be a help for ur son. They have more selection.
  • mrsrocketfield1221
    i want you to know that i know deep in my heart your Addi does know how much she is loved and cared for. i promise she does... oxoxo
    August 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      I truly hope she does. She was so beautiful when I got to hold her. I kept her with me for several hours after dhe was born. She took her last breath while her daddy and I held her. Now he is holding me and it does make life a small bit easier even for just a moment. I miss her deeply and my life is forever changed. Thank you for all of your prayers.
    • mrsrocketfield1221
      mrsrocketfield1221
      That is beautiful... you have such grace. I wish I could be of more help but my prayers for you all do not stop here. Please know that. :) and I'm here if u ever need to talk/vent/laugh/cry I know you don't really know me but you have touched me just the same. Even before any of this. -sending more prayers your way ;)
  • TimeBandit
    Sending love, from a mother bound together with u in sisterhood of angel babies. Xoxoxo
    August 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      I remember following your story and my heart was breaking for you. I thought how can she go through this, how can a woman be so strong to survive after loosing her baby. I never ever thought it would happen to me. I still feel her kicks and I dont know if this is normal. I have so many questions that I dont know how to answer for myself. I feel so empty and lost!
    • TimeBandit
      TimeBandit
      I too felt my sons kicks for a few weeks after. Crying after I would eat something because that was when he was the most active. I think for me I just came to realize that my own peace needed to come from within. I still feel frustrated moat of the time but I know that for some reason & maybe soon ill find out that reason Caleb has angel wings. He is the second child that I have lost, his older sister left me 1 month before her third birthday 1 1/2 before I got pregnant with him. My love hoed out to you & your family. A bond threw a sisterhood that will never be broken. Xoxoxoxo
  • mandac10
    I am so truly sorry for ur loss.
    August 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      Thank you....i miss my angel more than words!
  • mandac10
    Hey sweetie plz keep me posted on everything. Im so worried about u and baby now.
    August 2011
  • upnorthmom
    Im so glad to hear that your son is now 12. If you dont mind me asking does he have any health issues now?
    And do they think you will go eairly again with this prenancy?
    August 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      So sorry I just saw this. Justin has no health problems now at all. I am hoping not to go early this time. My doctor has me on progesterone injections weekly to prevent prrterm labor. I hope your baby is doing well!
  • Prayin_4_twins
    I love your pic!!!! Did you do it or the photographer? So cute!
    July 2011
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      Thank you soooo much! I have a good friend that does photographery as a hobby and she did them for me. Free is the best way. I have a couple of more posted as one of my discussions if you would like to see them. Not sure if you have read any of my stuff but I also was ttc for 27 mos before we got here. I have been praying for you!
    • Prayin_4_twins
      Prayin_4_twins
      I saw them & they are adorable!!!! Wow 27 months...I'm on 23 now. Congrats!!!!!! Did you see a specialist or did you try for 27 months & the blessing happened one day?
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      We did see a specailst. I had 5 surgies and lots of fertility drugs. I see you have had several procedures, do you see a specailist? What area do you live in? I wish you could see my dictor, he is awesome!
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    July 2011
    • mrsrocketfield1221
      mrsrocketfield1221
      love the new pic/pics... adorable!! will you be doing more as your belly gets bigger?
    • Babynewyear2012
      Babynewyear2012
      Oh most definetly. My best friend does them at my house. I think we will do more at 25 weeks. Thanks for the comment!
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    July 2011
    • kls11811
      kls11811
      Love the new pic. I was going to name my lil one Addison if it was a girl. But its a boy. LOL too cute!!!
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    May 2011