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  • vayanna
    If your wondering I never had a abortion I dropped my pill n walked out......but it was the best decision I ever made n I wouldn't have it any other way I am still on my own and have number two on the way....i am teaching my daughter that she don't need no man to help her rp be a strong independent woman......
    March 2011
    • sweetness06
      sweetness06
      Thanks so much..the 1st time I wanted to walk out but guess I was too scared..not saying I regret it bcuz honestly I dnt..the time wasn't right & my fiance at the time was horrible..I felt it was right nvr gave it a 2nd thought..even tho I had way more support the 1st time I was pregnant..& little to no support this time I jus feel like it will b a horrible mistake if i do it..how did she hear her baby cry?
    • vayanna
      vayanna
      I'm guessing she had to have been quite a bout further.along it was all she kept saying when they had brought her out...... But it scared me half to death..... You know when you got this little baby starting at you and loves you for who you are n you love it for who it is oits amazing because ypu only known each other for no more then ten seconds n yet your willing to take a thousand bullets for it.....crazy I guess thats what they call love at first sight.....i could sit here n tell you don't do it but I was right where you where its a hard n emotional thing to decided alot factors play in it........will I be a good will I be able to suppport it.....will I have the patients......only you know......but I do know one thing for sure hun you will be the best mom that baby can ask for becausge it is apart of you n believe out out not you already love it to be concerned about the type of life it will have.....but being a mother there is no can't even when ypu think there is no way ypu always find away......and its in thoes moments when life has got ypu stressed out n you just feel like you can't make ends met when you look at your child worried how ypu are gonna provide for this little human being
    • vayanna
      vayanna
      And its siting there playin with its toys and looks at you n says I love you mama....thoes are moments you live for...
    • vayanna
      vayanna
      Thoes moments feel better than any degree than any award.....thoes are the four words that let you know your doing everything perfect........
  • vayanna
    This june and I am expecting baby number two n can't wait but with my daughter I was so scared no help being only six hundred dollars a month I thought damn im excuse my language im fucked....called for a abortion then I started doing some reading my daughters heartbeat was already beating and she was already thinking already new what she was I also had a friend who committed suicide after her abortion she cried forever but so did I I got to my appointment n she gave me my pill I was about to take it when I heard another woman crying because she heard her baby screaming.... Really read n think in depth before you do it n if ypu don't want your baby then give that little mircale to a family who are not blessed like you where god has plans for you know ypu got the next president or the who will cure hiv or even save a life......please think......
    March 2011
  • vayanna
    Hi there for some reason I was really drawn your discussion.i believe maybe because of my history.....hun take it from someone who was told she would never have kids I cried so hard me n my bf had gotten married and we wanted a.family I was only 18 years old but I wanted a family more than anything by the time I was 19 I had my first divorce....because I couldn't have kids.....2 weeks after the divorce it went pretty fast 3 months it took I prayed and cried and not to be mean hated god for what he had done for me.....than I missed my period thought it was normal cause they where already irregular then another week thought no way I could be pregnant I cant get pregnant doctor said but then I went to the doctors he did a test came back bfn so he was trying to figure out what was wrong did a ultra around n lo n behold I was 10 weeks pregnant with my daughter who will be 3 n october...... I had no help what so ever I was still going to school for criminal investigation n now I will be grad
    March 2011
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    Welcome Aboard!
    March 2011