Abortion
I believe in God. I had an abortion.not because I was raped or anything. But because I already had 3 children and my husband had begun drinking, cheating and being abusive over the 3 years before that. Before that time , thought we had an almost perfect marriage for years. Was on the pill. Just was so beat down, alone, and already planning on leaving. He said he wasn't going to help me. I regret it with all my heart though. For a long time I would stare at babies wondering if that one would have looked like mine. It was hard and I still regret it. Wish I could take it back. It was just so scared and alone and deeply depressed,that I made a mistake. God has forgiven me but I will never forget.
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